The tears in my eyes
The secrets in your eyes
Covered up with lies
Something that live within every lines
This is darkness in life
It's all too fast
Thought it would last
Turns into a moment I can't trust
In life there are regrets
Something that can't be forget
No matter how hard you try to get
There are still regrets
In this world, there's life
In life, there's happenings
Behind happenings, there's emotions
Every action leads to emotion
Smiles, tears and sulks
Emotional emotions
Where it all comes from
I got it alll wrong
Tell me where it's from
So I could be strong
It's hard to believe
A burden hard to lift
I need some relieve
At least I know what's on your mind It's alright, I wouldn't care Follow my path and everything will be fine :)
Sunday, June 14, 2009
What about me? What about you? What about him? What about them?
I wouldn't care I wouldn't know It's just about now What about future?
Naive isn't the problem Reality is the fact Wouldn't last What's on my mind Nobody knows, not even myself Follow me, follow you and follow them Till I've fallen Maybe it's a trap Maybe we're all trapped Supersonic till the end We're all confused Confused in this circle
It's just parallel lines that never met Forever unable
What's the best for me? Beats me too What's the best for you? You definitely knows
Contradicting me Contradicting you Care for me Care for you Care for them all Maybe it's just your scope Maybe it's all real Maybe it's not Only me Something I've yet to find Something I've yet to know I'm trying my best Showing what's best Please understand
It's been some time since I've blog. Many things happened and changed my life. Matters that are rather simple to me but complex to others I didn't noticed it till yesterday. I'm sorry but still I have to make a choice A right choice But it wasn't you, It's them You're great a very nice person even though sometimes you do disappoints me a little Sharing most of my time with you wasn't a waste Because I never feel like this for quite a long long time The feeling that I've nearly forgotten You brought it back for me therefore I thank you for what you've done for me Everything single little thing I guess it's time for me to let you go even though you're still hanging on
Pom maizaochu, jingjing!
It's right, either you hurt them or they will hurt you. I can't take care of you no matter how much I really wants, I still couldn't Maybe I shouldn't have entered that circle of entertainment Everything is contradicting in there For them to say for us to believe or sexpose Whichever way you guys want It's still about money Motive is money Do practically anything for money I really pity them but I can only watch and see Sighs!
Kun rak pom jing jing mak mak? Cheu mai? Pom mai roo
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Hey. It's been long since I've blog. Just a short post for now because I can't find any time to post. Life is boring for the past few weeks because I'm stuck in camp. How I wish I could be back out and have fun. Always awaits Friday night every week till my next block leave in May. It's been 5 months already, 19 more months to go. If only I have a remote control like the movie "Click" Then I can auto-pilot myself for the whole of my army life. But too bad I don't have. Gonna book in later so I'll catch up with you guys here if I have the time. Take care guys!
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Hey Guys! Time flies pretty fast because in a blink of an eye it's March already. In 1 week time, I'm no longer a recruit. But this week ain't easy. I have my 24km road march and IPPT but at least field camp is over.
Talking about field camp, it's tough but somehow fun if you think positively. On the first day, I got my tent flooded with puddles of water. I tried to dig out the water in the heavy rain but it just don't seem to work. What an unlucky day. At first I was delighted that it's going to rain but when it really rained, I starts to miss glaring hot sun. The sun wasn't on our side as the rain carry on and on till dusk. During the night when it's time to rest, heavy rain approach us again but this time we were all evacuated to build-up area where there is shelter there. It's still the same whether I'm under the shelter or out in the field because I'm still drenched. My boots and uniform were all wet, imagine how cold it was during that point of time. I'm more tired than cold so I felt asleep but I still how duty to fufill during midnight and blah blah blah field camp ended.......
Everyday seems tiring in field camp, thank god it's over. =)
